All about diapers
This is random but I wanted to pen my thoughts down this 3rd February.
As a first time mum, I thought I would be suave enough to not bother much about my new bundle of joy and concentrate on surviving through confinement.
But no. Somehow I wasn't as lazy and cold blooded as I presumed.
When Chloe was born, our new hobbies developed. My hubby would love to specifically check out diaper and milk pricing, diaper quality, formula milk nutrition facts, while I behaved rather differently. I love to check out every diaper, specifically every poo of my newborn!
Do you do the same? When Chloe was a newborn, I remembered checking every packet just to look at the color and type of poo!
When she grew older, I remember digging through just to check if her corn was digested, or if there was any blood or foreign objects! My friends cannot really understand me. Honestly, it excites me to check every diaper. Fetish eh?
Today, this is the first time she constipated until she said she did not dare to even pee. Imagine my fear and heartache! My ever bubbly chipmunk, only wants to bury herself in her blanket and attempt to sleep more, sleep more and just sleep to forget the pain. She's worried to even pee!
I guess I gave her an overdose of biscuits lately. Feel so pain for her. Being a half stay home mum has its pros and cons. My heart shatters when I watch before my eyes the entire day on how my daughter yanked in pain, and nothing I did beside hugging her made her smile. But yet I'm so glad I could go through this little hardship with her. And it reminds me of my mum who takes good care of me from birth no matter how busy she is she caters time to me. And today, she caters extra love to her granddaughter. I love you mummy. And I hope to be a better mummy through learning from all parents, especially mine!
Oh yes, she pooed finally and became bubbly again, and this relief, brought me to (Abit of) tears and here I am penning my weird hobby down.
*Image retrieved from online.