Articles

Yvonne's Blog

给家人的信

Article Title

Thank you to everyone who loved and love me

I come from a humble family background, I had gone through the lowest points and am Glad to be in the average zone. 

 

It is then that I also begun my dream where I started Supreme Parents as a hobby (an expensive one where I wipe out all my savings and even salary in the initial years). Today, it has turned into a budding business (or so I thought).

 

Initially, I created SP to drown my sorrows and to cure my depression after my 2nd and most fatal miscarriage where I almost died in hosp.

 

Later it turned into passion and motivation where I am able to turn this hobby to help more beneficiaries including Myself .

 

The mums and youths learnt skills and could earn some money as a freelancer. Similarly, I learnt together with them. Everyday we teach each other new things, be it positive or negative stuffs.

 

Don’t worry about me, I received a lot PM lately and I’m really touched!

I’m really ok. It’s just that in 2 years I have had so many waiting periods (frights) that I sometimes don’t know how to survive. The waiting period could be worse than suffering from an illness. I have overcome many battles. If Striking illness is as fast as striking 4d, can I change?

 

Although I Duno what lies ahead of me,

 

If I die

Pass on my legacy too if there is Any

to begin wif

 
 
 
 
 
 

When I was younger in school, I experienced school bullies, and almost lost faith in humanity. When I grew up, at age 21, I had cancer. And a few times I was suspected of a relapse but luckily all mere frights.

Having gone through more than 16 miscarriages, lost of smell, temporary lost of taste, permanent itching csect scar, affected eyesight and spine, selfdiagnoseddepression, suicide, trigenimal nerve pain.. and etc 

 

Today, I believe I’m still alive because I have the most loving family, relatives. I’m blessed to have a huge loving kampong, even my mother in law love me like her own child.

 

Just when I thought my 三叉神经 was getting so much better, another news strike me. I had been checking for ovarian cancer these 2 years because as you know, I’m so unlucky right. But time & again I found out it’s miscarriage instead. However, this time I might not be able to escape. And I’m afraid my sanity may eat me up if I receive the worse news. I’m afraid I won’t be strong again.

 

Im penning this in my website as I believe my Husband will less likely see this. If I place a note at home, I guess the untidy me will lose it first. 感谢所有亲朋好友,陪我完成了supremeparents。 I hope someone will continue SP after I’m gone.

 

 

其实我有很多想说的话,可是想写的时候,就眼泪迷糊了我的思绪。

 

 

老公,我们一起度过了很多难关

从家人的反对

公司人的嘲笑

大学癌症流产

 

但是我们依然相爱着互相守护

 

就算你不时常带我们出门

但是家里的事你管理的井井有条

 

话不多却总是用实际行动证明

 

例如载我到地铁站自己走路

 

例如会记得孩子喜爱的事物

 

此生有你足矣

 

没有你,我走不到今天。没有你,我不懂得爱。

 

 

爱你的猪,

老婆

 

 

 

 

 

给我很爱的欣晴

 

女儿,我不能给你一个弟妹,希望你不怪妈妈,希望你能保护好自己。爸爸也不能永远陪着你。要学会自立,三好。你永远是我人生的奇迹。最爱的奇迹。

 

不必读书厉害。尽量做到

温柔婉顺,心地善良,忠直孝顺,轻名利,重情义,有同情心,感恩图报,富正义感,择善固执,坚毅不屈,遇困难绝不退缩。开玩笑的。。

但是一定要坚守说好话、做好事、存好心作为行事做人的宗旨。

 

不要像我,太坦率,又懒散。

 

不知道你看的这封信,你还赖在妈妈的怀抱吗。不知道,你这时多大了。妈妈会在天上看着你。有心事,抬头望着天,晴天雨天,妈妈陪着你。不要怕。要相信世上有好人的。活着,就有机会转变。

 

爱你的妈

 

 

 

 

爸爸我爱你。这辈子有你是我的爸爸,是我最引以为傲的事。因为你的呵护,在乎,保护,容忍,成就了我。没有你,我早就放弃生命。

 

如果我先走了,不要难过。

一样的,我在天上,到我守护你。

 

还是要你操劳,继续顾着你的孙。

 

 

记得我很爱你们

也希望你们好好的