I come from a humble family background, I had gone through the lowest points and am Glad to be in the average zone.
It is then that I also begun my dream where I started Supreme Parents as a hobby (an expensive one where I wipe out all my savings and even salary in the initial years). Today, it has turned into a budding business (or so I thought).
Initially, I created SP to drown my sorrows and to cure my depression after my 2nd and most fatal miscarriage where I almost died in hosp.
Later it turned into passion and motivation where I am able to turn this hobby to help more beneficiaries including Myself .
The mums and youths learnt skills and could earn some money as a freelancer. Similarly, I learnt together with them. Everyday we teach each other new things, be it positive or negative stuffs.
Don’t worry about me, I received a lot PM lately and I’m really touched!
I’m really ok. It’s just that in 2 years I have had so many waiting periods (frights) that I sometimes don’t know how to survive. The waiting period could be worse than suffering from an illness. I have overcome many battles. If Striking illness is as fast as striking 4d, can I change?
Although I Duno what lies ahead of me,
If I die
Pass on my legacy too if there is Any
to begin wif.
Now with recent covid , h1n1 and many new viruses harassing our lives, given I'm quite suay, I don't think I'm gonna make it past 2030?
Although I have made my will, would like to reiterate here that if I pass away, everything goes to my husband and child, including my companies.
I believe my husband knows what I want and what to do.
When I was younger in school, I experienced school bullies, and almost lost faith in humanity. When I grew up, at age 21, I had cancer. And a few times I was suspected of a relapse but luckily all mere frights.
Having gone through more than 16 miscarriages, lost of smell, temporary lost of taste, permanent itching csect scar, affected eyesight and spine, selfdiagnoseddepression, suicide, trigenimal nerve pain.. and etc
Today, I believe I’m still alive because I have the most loving family, relatives. I’m blessed to have a huge loving kampong, even my mother in law love me like her own child.
Just when I thought my 三叉神经 was getting so much better, another news strike me. I had been checking for ovarian cancer these 2 years because as you know, I’m so unlucky right. But time & again I found out it’s miscarriage instead. However, this time I might not be able to escape. And I’m afraid my sanity may eat me up if I receive the worse news. I’m afraid I won’t be strong again.
Im penning this in my website as I believe my Husband will less likely see this. If I place a note at home, I guess the untidy me will lose it first. 感谢所有亲朋好友，陪我完成了supremeparents。 I hope someone will continue SP after I’m gone.